Wednesday, September 29, 2004
wow.. the last blog was dated 25th sep.. wonderful.. 4 days since i last blog.. well mon and tues was a boring day.. nothing to touch on.. esp tues.. so long breaK!! had a hard time looking for formal pants also!! i hate wearing formal.. but too bad.. today gotta wear.. because of the SIt Club Commissioning Ceremony.. in short SIt Club Investiture.. hmm.. 2 of the OGLs selected in the first round didnt want to accept the post.. thus the president gotta reselected again.. and this time round i was selected to be part of the Executive Committee of the club.. i gladly accepted.. but still with double thoughts and mixed feeling since sunday.. went over to cousin hse last time.. suppose to wait for another cousin to come back.. coz he's suppose to bring back sumthing for me.. and guessed wat? he came back at 4am!! and i juz felt asleep on my cousin bed till this morning 11.30am.. i quickly woke up.. wash my face and rush home.. coz i was kind of like.. running late.. still lotsa thing yet to prepare.. and preparing my formal wear and stuffs like that.. came back.. iron my clothes.. bath.. and it almost time.. i took a long long time to get the shirt done.. i hate ironing shirt.. coz i'll really make sure.. there's not a visable line.. i'll make sure it's straight.. same goes for my sjab full-u.. oh yeah.. i spent a long time on the shirt.. den i quickly get myself done with my hair.. den went to pack my bag.. den i realise that.. i left my cam at my cousin house.. so after im done.. i went over to her house to pick the cam first b4 going back to sch.. luckily her house is only a street away.. if not i'll cry.. arrive at sch.. didnt want to join the rest immediately.. so went to fj for a drink with sharon.. den slowly slowly wayang over to the club room.. those pple there.. still preparing the door gift.. yet to get change.. den i realise.. haiz.. 'it's so boring..' den we stay there for awhile.. den accompany sharon to her Laos trip briefing.. envy.. she's going to Laos rite after our exam.. i wanna go~~ but no $$.. moreover.. not confident of my exam result.. gotta keep my butt firm in spore.. juz in case gotta sit for supp paper.. moreover.. those people going to Laos have to go for jab first.. so that's almost a no no already.. but still im interested.. haiz.. after the briefing.. again i didnt want to go back to join the rest.. so we went to canteen for break.. Recommending South Canteen most popular finger food.. 'poTato Wedges'.. after that.. den we went back to club room.. this time round.. the rest of the committee are dressed in formal wear.. including the seniors.. went for a short rehearsal on our 'special performances'.. den we head down to LTL3.. well.. generally for the whole investiture.. it was a little screwed up.. but seriously no one to blame.. firstly.. the Director and lecturers whom promise to turn up didnt turn up.. Secondly.. technical interruption... Thirdly... all the guests from the various courses didnt turn up.. thus the whole investiture.. seems very disorganised.. alot of hipcups.. but still everyone planted a smile on them.. after the investiture and photograph session.. everyone went up to the club room for a short meeting.. hairul.. The president was upset with everything.. he said that he's not a good role model for us.. all the seniors was rather depressed with what happened.. it's not a memorable 'last time' for them.. last time for them to stand in front to talk as us as seniors.. but no one is to blame.. it's something that's unexpected.. no one predicts that to happen.. and so.. for the first time.. i saw Hairul cry.. he had always been my role model in sIT club.. coz he's always so calm in whatever he do.. not only when he's playing or dealing with difficulties.. he handles everything in such a way that no party will lose out in the end.. i think he's truly a Leader.. seeing my role model tears rolling down his cheek.. my heart sank too.. and after that.. we feel that.. we should still thanks the seniors for their guidance along the way.. be it good or bad.. thus the 25 of us.. all went to handshake/hug them.. and 1 by 1 they give us their blessing.. den hairul told me something.. something which i think i'll remember for life.. somehow i felt that.. indeed he's a role model that i should look up too.. coz even when he seldom talk to you.. he really observe you inside out.. he see the potentials and capability in me which no other seniors did.. for that moments.. i was touched... i'm grateful to him for giving me a chance to prove myself to the rest.. at that instance moments.. the tears in my eyes came falling down the cheek.. shucks!! i cried aGAin!! i cant believe myself..and so.. about 50 of us stood there... listening to one another.. the seniors says lotsa stuffs abt their own experiences.. about how what happen to them.. after they were elected as exco.. they were being outcast by their frends.. and how much they sacrified.. and after that.. it's still photgraph and photograph.. den went over to EI lab to slack and rot..while waiting for one of the committee to finish working.. how funny.. we have student working as part time lab attendant there.. juz look after the lab and u get paid $5 per hour.. how nice isnt it? oh.. ei students is at advantage!! they can even scan their card and go into their lab after 6pm... it's so nice.. unlike mit labs.. so inaccessible..!! after that.. we all walk to the bus stop together.. and we parted when the bus came.. and here im here again.. earlier on.. i think i dun really have a good impression towards the SIT new excos committee.. but this time round.. today.. somehow i had a different impressions towards them.. it's unexpressable.. i dun know what changed my impression on them.. i hope it's changed for the better... and yes.. This is Another New Challenge in my schooling life...
*Mixed Feeling* Toast
*Mixed Feeling* Toast